Published by shopa January 5th, 2009
in Personal, Life, Feelings, Holidays and Mother.
Happy New Year’s!
I am so excited that 2008 is finally over and cannot wait to live all of 2009. I came to conclude that even numbered years are bad bad bad. 2004 was bad. 2005 was fun…2006 was the worst….2007 was the best….2008 was bad….and now I have hope in 2009….
My friend and I started our Dec. 31st very early in the morning…We kept driving around town not knowing what will we be doing until 8 PM. We ended up spending the night at a friend’s Chalet and had some funny moments with the fireworks attacking us. Around 12:40 am, I had my first cry of 2009. What is a new year’s celebration without tears after all?
Of course, the day after I got sick. Blame it on wearing a summer dress when it was freezing cold! Mum went koko early this year as well….She got pissed at me for no reason the other day and started to threaten to take away my going out privileges and my car. I thought that was funny. I cannot remember the last time I was grounded at home…Funnily, the next day she took me our Car shopping….I guess it’s a Mum’s thing to be crazy every once and a while…
Now I am at work and bored as always….It’s freezing and I am hungry! I cannot wait until the end of this Month when I go on vacation…Well, got to run for a meeting.
Until then.
Love,
Shopa
Published by shopa December 26th, 2008
in Work, Idiot and phone.
Keep your work phone away from your site!!!
Late at night, my work phone rang, I picked up…He was on the other side and sounded very very drunk!
Him: Shopa, are you sleeping?
Me: NO! what’s wrong?
Him: Are you not coming to work next week?
Me: No! I am off all week…What’s wrong?
Him: Who will be your back-up?
Me: Flan…why?
Him: Will you be out of the country?
Me: Yes but not until Sunday….So if you need anything on Sunday you should call me.
Him: Oh okay…
Me: Why? Everything okay?
Him: Yeh I was just wondering?
Me: Hmmm Okay!
Him: Shopa! how do you say “Clown” in French?
Me: What?
Him: How do you say the word “Clown” in French?
Me: I don’t know!
Him: You don’t??
Me: I don’t!
Him: Okay Babe go back to sleep..good night?
I hang up thinking, did he just call me “babe”? YUK! never ever call me again when you are drunk you dumb ass!
Published by shopa December 22nd, 2008
in Annoying People.
I always had a feeling there was something about her….She annoyed the hell out of me from day 1!! On facebook, she keeps poking him, sending him gifts, commenting on his status and keeps writing stuff on his wall. He never writes her back! Few times now when I write him something, she would reply back to me!
WHY? Shino Hal-legafa ya rabbi?
To my horror, he admitted. She is his EX! Or that what he claims.
She even added me on facebook. Naturally, I would not want to be friends with someone like her…Not because she is his EX but because of her….Anyways, my female instincts of course made me keep her on my friends list so I can browse her profile freely.
Funny, one of her recent status reads something along “Flana is not liking Shopa”…Well it did not say shopa but she had my nickname!!
My friend, who works with her, and I has have a nickname for her…”Al-faqma”!!
Are we mean? Maybe but she deserves it. Cheers to my new annoying person, Al-Faqma aka his EX.
Published by shopa December 18th, 2008
in Women, Men and Relationships.
As long as his girl is out with people he does not know and having fun, he will be calling/texting every 10 minutes…He will come up with silly reasons to call and act all funny denying his heart is going on fire. Yet,once she is soundly at home and it’s his time out with the guys partying, he forgets all about her!!
Boys!!No wonder!!
Published by shopa December 16th, 2008
in Friends.
Friends….They were very upset with the way she was treating them in the past few months….At every gathering and every outing they would complain….She never call us…She never reply to our text messages anymore…She doesn’t show up to our gathering anymore…She is also busy…She is….she is….and the list goes on and on….
They finally decided she is out of the loop….We cannot force her to be our friend….Two days ago they all gathered at one of the girl’s house and did not even bother to invite her….Until last night when one of the girls texted the whole group that their Friend’s father has passed away….
Everyone was busy doing different stuff yet they all made time to call/text each other and arrange for them to be by their friend’s side at such a time…That’s what friends are for after all….To be there when you need them the most.

Published by shopa December 13th, 2008
in Confusion and Feelings.
Seriously, this past holiday F**KED me up very bad! I feel confused and a bit disoriented. Okay maybe I feel a lot of disorientation.
The 1st few days of the holidays I worked while everyone did not…Then my sleep patterns got really messed up….Waking up one morning at 9 am and driving to Chalet just to drive back at 5 pm!! I had no sense for time and had no ideas what day we are on. I would come back home sleep for few hours and then wake up and the whole cycle starts all over again.
Last night I slept at 9 pm when I was supposed to go this place with friends….BLACKOUT! I just crashed there on the bed like a dead person…Blame not sleeping for two days in a row…I woke up at 2 am! not fun and was up until 6 am…went back to sleep just to woke up at 9 am and go to the gym…I came back home and slept again and woke up like minutes ago.
It feels like shit…I just want to go back to my normal like….Go to work in the morning…Gym afterwards…coffee with friends and then good night sleep!!
I should run and grab a cup of coffee and get ready for my dinner reception tonight!
Published by shopa December 10th, 2008
in Life.
Sometimes, can be boring!
Okay! Most of the time it is boring….
Any ideas on how to overcome it?!
Published by shopa December 7th, 2008
in Dream and Scary.

Nightmares, Nightmares! Nightmares are attacking me for the past 7 nights. Three nights in a row, I woke up in the middle of the night screaming and all sweaty. The problem is I do not remember a thing from my nightmares. The frightening feeling I get afterward haunt me all night though. Few days ago, I woke up crying…It was one hell of a nightmare…I went back to sleep just to dream about of part II….Woke up again all scared, and the nightmare continued for the 3rd time when I went back to sleep…That nightmare I remember….and it still bothers me…
I was with a guy friend, who now cannot remember who it was….We were standing by a pier… When he looked at me all frightened and wondered what was wrapped on my chest…I had no clue..Apparently it was a bomb….Similar to the one suicide bumbers use!!
I was scared….but my friend helped me removing the bomb from me but warned that it will explode any second….He advised to throw it in the sea…That we did, and started running….
We kept running, running and running…..Now we were standing somewhere far and I could clearly see the smoke coming out of the explosion…I bombed Kuwait…That’s what I kept thinking the whole time…We ran again, this time towards the explosion…I was worried about the people…I saw firetrucks, police cars and ambulances everywhere…Some police officer approached us briefing us on the situation…Like the two of us were in control or to take decisions…No one was dead but many people were injured….I fell down on my knees weeping like a baby….It was all my fault….To save myself, others were hurt….
Then I woke up…All sweaty and tears everywhere on my pillow….Days later and I cannot stop thinking about my dream….
Does it make any sense to you?
Published by shopa December 1st, 2008
in Do; Don't and Home.
Painting my bedroom wall RED?!
